
When the idea of going to DreamHack came up I thought it was a great idea. But the closer the time for the gathering came, the more doubt filled my mind. Benching live at Dreamhack in front of lots of people and in an abnormally high room temperature. I was getting very hesitant. Maybe I had better stayed home. But when the ticket was paid for I thought that I could just go there to meet people and leave the benching machine at home. Then some things happened that made me change my mind. When it was time, you know how it looked.
Thinking about it now makes me realize how wrong I was. It was intense and at some moments almost exhausting, but you have to look hard for an experience like that.